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The week in Photos

feeling over-whelmed..


car is giving up on me... :[

many parts of me..


<3 this hair for an upcoming photo shoot Ill be directing..


the lifestyle..




Blogging Sundays..



days like these..

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I love when you end up somewhere, you didn't think the day would take you. Then once the chaos of the day comes to an end and leaves you in silence, you sit there and wonder how your there. On the mountains, between the shrubs and trees, nothing but green breathing out and exhaling in; above, in and around me. I was so thankful for that wake n bake moment in time and space...

Movies to watch before your death...

Retarded Funny:
Death becomes her
Young Frankenstein

Drama:
White Oleander
Girl Interrupted

Drug Movies:
Ken Park
Kids
Blow
Trainspotting
Party Monster
SLC punk
Requiem for a Dream
Spun

Artsy:
The Science of Sleep
Waking Life

Odd:
The Secretary
Mr. Nobody

Old Skool:
Pin up girl
Dog Fight

Foreign:
Its a beautiful Life

Mod-Classics:
Pulp Fiction
Clockwork Orange
Fight Club

Bios:
I'm Not There
Factotum
The Social Network
Into the Wild

Documentaries:
Sicko
Grizzly Man
Freakonomics
Zeitgeist

Horror:
Evil Dead
Halloween
The Poltergeist

the list is still going dont worry!

madness is all in the mind...

In my own pond of demise in my mind.

false hopes,
broken promises,
money inhaled,
stress cum-cock-tion,

anything to numb reality and
convert existence into a paralyzed dream;

let me ride your essence,
and cum with me to ignited your aura,
fuck my soul and call me your nuisance..

I hate your counterfeit idea of love,
the way you fuck my brain..

love drives the mentally insane.

people in constant motion,
striving for love...
or dying from it..

too much or
never enough..

set free yet held captive,

loneliness made visible through the eyes of a stoner
set free in the thick vapor..

nulled emotions suffice the demons you awaked,
running into the hands of a stranger to sooth the unsettled mind.

only in the thoughts can one toil in a world where demonic thoughts can cradle your kindled spirit..
crazy intangible thoughts evoke reality..

lost in the cusp of disillusionment or realization..
the heart initiated madness to the brain..
ill cut the circuit to release the pain.

Nancy Sinatra Bang Bang

Eriatarka - The Mars Volta piano cover

oh... one day I'll play this..

Barbie :]

Mariel Clayton

More influences...

I am a Forest hq from Alex Schulz on Vimeo.

Alex Schulz

My week in Photos

Live..

to dream..
wake to live..


the only thing promised in this world, is a life worth dying for <3

10:23pm

the untamed can never be tamed,
the stubborn will never listen,
and the drunks will drink..

slipping into old bad habits, unchallenged;
routine becomes lifestyle.

delirium of medicine and sickness...
driving my own mind to the edge and back.

Peeking over the cliff,
unable to leap off...
stuck on the brink of reality and the notion of a dream..


sleep...


10:28pm