a scorpio is bornnnnnnnn....

Born of the eighth astrological sign in the Zodiac..
A Mid-day in November.. the last orange leaf falls.
near the Ocean along the green harbor..
another lost leaf, another lost soul..

Guided by the wind the orange crisp leaf lifts off into the abyss,
a spec of perception travels to lye softly on the reflection of the sky.

And there she ponders, underneath the sky; so vast..
as life, as the ocean, as the stars which connect to a dipper..
scoop her up, into a dream..
only in her thoughts is she completely free.

Into the door which enters the mind,
back into a state of remembrance and still images..
of an family.
A tree branch split early on into two different yet distinct parts.
They both the root of which the flower blossoms..

Perhaps a weed..?
a piece of living matter.
wandering about, amongst the masses..
Imagination kept close,
hopes kept high,
praying to the gods that my energy will never let my spirt die.

Help a KID out...Coachella Fund

So I want to go to Coachella..Its 17 Days away from today..!


I have a few bucks saved up...but need enough to survive with food..etc..
With that being said, I need to fill up this jar with more cash before April, 13th.. at least. :[ So I just got a new laptop with photoshop, Illustrator and other new programs. If anyone needs Head Shots, Portfolio pictures (Make-up/ Art/ etc..), Product shots, Band pictures, Marketing, Baby- Easter Pictures... or any random pictures you want to do (I am open to new things and ideas). Please let me know.. I will be willing to make a extra flexible schedule on top of school to make this possible. I will provide you a CD with all the proofs and we can talk and arrange the price depending on what prints you wish to buy.
To make this slightly more interesting, whoever helps me out with this, out of the mass of pictures collaborated for this funding experiment, I will choose the print I like the most to make into a big painting or a print on canvas of, to give away for free!
If anyone is interested or in need of my services:
Please contact me..
Jessica Nares
JMNares1@aol.com

Random FUN Finds and Talking shit

Barbie, Ken & friends of the Madman TV series made my mattel; retail price of $74.95 each.

Also gotta give cred. to he AZN sista Silvia Ji from San Fran., for her artistic abilities and intrigue in sugar-skull-faced women with alluring beauty.



Ok.. one more.. Natalia Fabia's work reminds me of candid shots mixed with a raw yet seductive imagination tossed together with light pigmented pastel colors with a feminine touch. These vivid scenes which intersect with her life and thoughts end up being the product of imaginative pieces on a canvas, that will not allow your eyes to stop rotating around the canvas. Each painting feels like like an intimate piece, like her friends are what keep her passion alive. There is that relationship between the artist and the subject that is evident yet I can't quite explain, but I like it.


Am I the only one who sees something wrong with this, brain washing girls at a young age to care about materialism and narcissism. Dressing them up older with make up, making them skip most of their child hood to bask in self glory and fight for the spotlight amongst the other poor little girls who will probably grow up to be small town sluts on meth.

Brain in a Pot of Philosophy...

A human being is so tightly enclose and bound by flesh that we often forget there is more to us than mass.. the pure essence of one that can not be seen or physically touched but that is perceived through the body in which you inhabit. I think of a soul as a driver of the mass you lug around. The light which enables the body to function and send electric impulses to your brain and out pumping blood through your veins to keep that pulse and the heart's melody to life. The energy and duty we take on as humans, as individuals, as electrical mechanical beings derive from our past experiences and future outlook. It is the soul that wakes up to fulfill a duty of the day but the body the enables you to do so in the land of realities. We perceive the world around us, just as any other average healthy human being with 5 senses. Since it takes the perceiver to sense these objects, matter must be mentally obtained. In a sense matter in images is an idea; a defacto. The greatest illusion of today, is the idea of matter. Greatest Illusion of materialism is because matter needs materialism. The soul does not rely on materialism; your mind determines reality. Since early on in history we have feared the unknown, the beyond.. and the end. We see death as the end and final moment of our existence. Perhaps in the next stage of life your body is unnecessary, and your soul rises up and out of its old shell to continue on.. drifting energy. "Know Thyself"
Whatever your philosophy of life or death may be, make sure truth is evident in your life and skepticism in your thoughts..